i miss the way your heart used to fuck mine in the middle of a crowd, as everyone looked over at us, without ever seeing how fast they slammed against our ribcages, while we tried to cage our flailing valves and aching veins that were too tired to scream, and yet too obstinate to stop fighting.
it’s all too very still now.
my body has lost it’s rebellion, and my mind has lost it’s battle, as they both stand silently over the tomb where parts of you lived within me long ago. everything that moves today, does so in denial- because acceptance hurts.
you could sew bones back into their sockets, and joints back into their folds, but the tears at the creases where you folded my breast as a keepsake cannot be joined anymore than you can reset the calendars to sail back through those months that lost their very name in the avoidance of yours.
i’m like a water molecule at the surface of silent lake- you crashed into me with a single violent kiss, and then skipped away, without ever turning around to watch me drown-
i miss the way you stole the clarity of the graceless stars that bewailed the loss of their entangled twin, with each breath.
“I’m an autumn leaf, fluttering with loneliness on a naked branch.. where I observe the world, like a specter. It’s all fleeting moments, entwined with cold mornings fading into frosted evenings. Never still, yet never moving.”
I am Ra’ahe Khayat, and let me make you fall into the rabbit hole breathing in my mind at Fallen Alone
Just beautiful!
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This is nice.
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Great writing, the torrent of feeling carried me away with it!
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You came out swinging with that brilliant first line. Damn. ❤
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Whoa! Thanks a lot Kindra!♥
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You are SO welcome! ❤
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Wow, that first line had me hooked. Amazing work!
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Thanks Eric♥
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Thank you so much for posting this oldie!♥♥♥
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